yeah i hope you look here too.

dumb girls that think they know who they are but don't;
think they are important but aren't;
think that they can hut me but can't.

i hate people that judge you because they envy you, and
hate you because they hate themselves.

one day you will know that you are the stupid one.
you are the weird creepy one.
you are the fake one.

and although i am hurt and confused because you are not who i thought you were, am i glad that it's over because i do not want to waste my time on anyone like you.

and i'll end it the same way:
i hope someone shows you this.

so go on letting your mom buy you drugs, and lying to those you love so they will love you back. go on doing everything you do so that you will fit in. because none of this matters. and one day, when you realize you have wasted your life and have nothing of your own because you've been supported for your entire life you will understand. i don't care about life or death or the immature bullshit that you swear i am even though you just see yourself in other people. i don't care if you hate me.
but i do care about all of the memories i have. all of the good times we have shared. and those moments that have shaped me into who i am today.

you've lost yourself and i hope you find it soon. otherwise you'll be just another blank face in the crowd, lost to everyone including yourself.

and you are probably laughing in my face right now.

the sad thing is i ALWAYS stood up for you.

until now.