i welcome you.

i am not sure what is really going on. i do not know what to believe. this is just a giant mind fuck and i do not know where it is going. but i'm rolling with it. letting it sit just a little bit longer, marianting in my thoughts before i give it up.
who are you??
and why me??

maybe i am just weak. but i'm nothing what you would have expected. i'm worthless. i'm unhealthy. i'm insane. nothing as beautiful or perfect as once percieved.

i am lost. floating in a timeless space of nothing grasping for anything that will keep me afloat. keep me breathing.

this is going to hurt.
i can feel it.