4.16.2007

maybe we could be beautiful together.

i just got off second life. it was getting boring. i was just standing outside my favorite house at the den making all the pervs that came up to me feel like dumb asses. i kept getting hit on. and i kept telling them i was waiting for someone. and that someone had something to give me that they couldn't. not in the mood for rping i guess. i waited on aim. actually i still am waiting on aim. hahaha. oh wellll. i love you still.
i have 2 songs for you to listen to right now.
like go download them right now.
mirah~ "million miles"
sage francis~ "sea lion"
thats what i'm listening to right now.
i'm so worried abotu my laptop. my adapter keeps going in and out which pisses me off because i've had to purchase 3 new adapters since i started playing second life. that's 300 buckz right there. and i have no money to begin with.

my ipod is out of room. i need a new one that is bigger. bleh.

i'm afraid that if my adapter goes out i won't be able to get a new one. and the i won't be able to get on second life. and this really makes me panic for some reason. i hate being adicted. i broke the adiction and now i'm back. and i have a reason to be there again.

it sucks.

oh listen to sage francis "gunz yo" too.
i like that one. you will too. promise.


i have this cough all of a sudden. my ear is killing me. i was coughing up blood this morning after i had a terrible nose bleed. i have no clue why i had a nose bleed but whateverrrrr yo.



waiting and distracted-- i am
waiting
for the world to explode
be mine under stars
under water
under you i am complete
and demanding life
love
living on a disaster path
provoking this to
break
to create something beautiful
i am everything i never wanted soemtimes
everything you will never need

i think i just lost the rest of my mind.


it's nonsense
i'm jsut sleepy.


love.

1 Comments:

Blogger Unknown said...

I love you sooooo much. Mewkittycat was never online for me. I dunno. Weird. Anyways...I love you a lottttt. A lot lot lot. I'm spending the day con mi padre watching mexican soccer, going to church and drinking at some shitty bar. If I get home to the dorm this afternoon then I'll get on SL. If I don't, I'll IM you or make more comments or send you and e-mail or something.

Love you very much

PS: You're beautiful holy shittttt

/me needs to buy a plane ticket with the weak ass Army salary he'll be getting.

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